So the daycare offered me more money to stay. It would be more than my nanny position and benifits which nannies don't have. They offered me $15 an hour for five hours during the day to work one on one with a child, and then $9 an hour for the other 2 hours I would work. I decided to write a pro and con list whether to stay or not, and still, the con list prevailed. Although I would have more money and have benifits, there is a lot that makes me want to leave. ESPECIALLY the day I had today. OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!! I was thinking and contimplating all day, and then I got beat by 3 children and the whole daycare was going through utter chaos....and THAT made my decision for me!! I let my boss know that I wasn't willing to go through a day like that again!!
Anyway, I need more sleep. The last week has been bad for sleeping. For some reason I can't seem to get to sleep. I'm super tired all day, and then it comes to 10pm and I'm super awake. I don't understand it, but today I'm going to try and sleep even if I'm not tired. We'll see what happens.